Friday, Feb. 01, 2008 | 11:06 p.m.
[Beatings]
Every day for the last three weeks I've been wrapped around this new boy, this new, doting, amazing boy that just wants to make me happy. I don't know how long this will last. Nothing's wrong with him, nothing at all, it's me, I can't convince myself I deserve to be this happy. Any day now I'm going to run away, I can feel it.