index | archives | notes | reviews | FAQ Thursday, Oct. 08, 2009 | 5:20 p.m. [I Got Nothin'] Feel like I'm back and forth between two extremes: feeling content and satisfied with my life and where I am, and feeling unsatisfied, restless. Last time I felt like this I spent a year drinking every weekend and kissing stupid boys like I knew better. Like I know better. Loving my classes this quarter: race and social justice, development of girls and women. On Tuesday I stayed late to chit-chat with a classmate, an innocuous, simple thing for anyone else, but I'm still learning that I can talk to people without dying on the spot. And I describe myself as "outgoing". What the fuck does that even mean! There are condoms and jewelry everywhere in my room. On the floor, my nightstand, my bed. I don't give a fuck, really. << | x | >> whatiscopyright.org