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Friday, May. 07, 2004 | 6:34 p.m.
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Dirty Fucking Whore]

Every time he says "Hi, Amanda" I glare at him. He walks by and looks me in the eye... I give Him ice in return. He makes jokes and tries to talk to me, I am cold and say nothing. I do not look at Him when I know he is looking in my direction.

He's the only person I've ever managed to be so terrible to. I feel no remorse.

Let's take today, for example.

Third period was ending, so I stood up next to my friend and Him. I talked to my friend. At some point, I slapped Him in the face. My friend and another girl next to the door seeped out when the bell rang, and He let me walk out first. I did not say thank you. He put his arm around my shoulders, with His hand on the right one.

"Take your hand off my shoulder."

"Okay... why?"

"Because I don't fucking like being touched."

My friend slows down at hearing this.

"Don't be so flirtatious."

"Well, I try."

We walk a little ways and stop before we part, because that's what we always do. He is walking behind us, and sees us standing there. He walks up right as I finish saying "Can I have a hug?" and we are embracing.

I am such a pimp whore.

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