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Wednesday, Mar. 27, 2013
12:42 a.m.
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Boyfriend just asked me to move in with him. Our one year anniversary tonight, which technically now was last night, which technically doesn't matter because this is fucking scary. I thought I had another month or two before it came down to it.

I say I've always wanted commitment, but the boy that knows me best would disagree. He said to me once, "You don't believe in God because you're afraid of commitment." He wasn't wrong. Maybe I wasn't afraid all those other times because deep down I knew it wouldn't last, that eventually I'd be off the hook.

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