index | archives | notes Wednesday, Jan. 04, 2017 6:05 p.m. << [ Human Faith ] >> I feel hurt and sad and angry. Up the rollercoaster, then back down, around and around and around, until I remember that showing an emotional reaction is weakness, a specific type of weakness he no longer deserves. So then I sit stoic on the rollercoaster, around and around and around, blank tourist face as I bluff for the camera. This was the one thing he was never supposed to do, and he went and fucking did it. << | x | >> whatiscopyright.org