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Friday, Aug. 04, 2006
6:48 p.m.
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There is a hiss, and the oil rises to the top of the water and stops bubbling. Steam, and sounds of cracking. The oil burner is fracturing because I let everything burn into the atmosphere before re-filling it.

Seven o'clock and it's light outside and I feel like that bubbling oil. Hot with anger.

I'm chewing on a pen and it's been, jesus, over ninety hours now. I like to think this has graduated from a desire to be beautiful into a desire to be self-sufficient. Like hey, look at me, I don't even need food to survive.

Maybe I'm romanticizing a bit.

He apologized last night while I was busy dreaming about apologizing to him.

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