index | archives | notes Tuesday, Aug. 08, 2006 7:27 a.m. << [ Sorry, Mom. Sorry, God. ] >> I'm swallowing eight pills a day now, more or less voluntarily. I've lost over ten pounds and haven't eaten in a week. My skin is in better condition than it's been since I was a kid. More or less, I'm loving this. At this point, if I had to sacrifice all of my relationships, I think I'd do it. All but one. But that's nothing new. The only time I can think anymore is in the morning. Everything else is, pain, rage, exhaustion. Like I've reverted to primal emotions because they're instinct. It's interesting. << | x | >> whatiscopyright.org